Life is going on around me, and i can't focus on it. Human interaction and social cues are beyond me. Words begin to fade. Another hit another step down the stairs to the cave of embezzlement and weakness. No pain, just the red glare of the lit cherry . I feel pain, i just found out. It hurts. I'm pretty gone. The music is swaying my intuition , my very will is changing like the weeping willow it stands on. I'm not understanding what they say. Intensity is wavering, im very confused. They do things i think is funny now, but my previous state is to be decided on. I can't control what i do, I have to go.
I wrote this about a week ago
I forgot about it
Like i forget about most things now days
I can feel my hormone driven emotions bubbling inside me
I can almost completely control them
When i finally figure out how
I'll finally be able to rest
I'm alone
I'm surrounded
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